Queen Bee Madness

Well,hello, I'm Celeste, and I live in the Philippines.

This post is entitled Queen Bee Madness, and I have a picture of Blair Waldorf right there, and you should know her if you have the same addiction as I am. Yes. I was a Queen Bee.

Was, mind you, was.

There was this girl (let's call her Ruth for discretion). When I was in first year high school, we were friends. She was this shy girl, and of course, since I was somehow a bit closer to her than any of my friends are, I became one of her close friends. In first year high school I was this Queen Bee, though not s0 Blair-Waldorf-kind of Queen Bee. I swore to myself I'm gonna keep it that way until I graduate, oh, but how wrong I was.

Now we're in second year high school, our class got resectioned. Most of my closest friends (I'm gonna call them Jamie, Lemuel, Tori, and some others) got sectioned to where Ruth is. As of me, I'm lucky I still got Marie and Esme by my side. I thought nothing would change-but as I've said, I'm SO wrong.

She started to steal away my image, and the Queen Bee Celeste Libety Woodward that I am crumbled to the ground as her name started to replace the name that was mine. Now the Queen Bee is Ruth Barrymore. No way.

Much to my distaste she pretends as if nothing is wrong, and that's what I don't like. She's acting all innocent and cute, and if ever I try to tell her bad things she hides under my then-close friends' wings. Yep. That's Ruth Barrymore.

She makes people believe she's this mega-nice girl.

And here's the other problem with Ruth Barrymore.

She's my friend. I swear, she is. She's this nice girl when my madness about being Queen Bee wears off. Yeah, it also wears off, times when I'm tired and very much careless to even care about being Queen Bee anymore.

So if someone could help me, give me a note. E-mail me at may_saber_the_king@yahoo.com or to rukiamimaru@yahoo.com. I would really appreciate your help on me getting over this real troublesome madness.

I admit I'm nasty. I admit I'm bitchy. But if the scene needs my good side, then why not?

Lovelots,

Celeste :)